My tiny master
I set my alarm for seven,
but by three fifty
my ears
were conscious,
by four
the Chorister Robin
unlocked his breast,
unleashed his nature,
his duty
to exhort me
and eternity
to the force of morning,
stocked us with warm-blooded abundance of song,
conquered virtuoso trills in the conviction
that forever
the day
must be seized
by music
from
the beginning.
Up, up! Up! Yes, you!
And I
helplessly laughing
on my pillow
tossed the duvet aside
and obeyed
my tiny master.
26th November 2016
- Silke Heiss
Monday, December 5, 2016
Monday, September 26, 2016
how?
how does one poetize from
the thoughtless place
there where it is
only pure spontaneous metaphor
that leaks recklessly from the throat
and in filigree syllables
drips like stalactites in ears?
nucleus
every morning my spine thaws
and truly, it is my wings that keep on stirring
right into the primordial nucleus
of sensation of the embryonic darkness
that luckily has enough throat
to groan with the stubborn will of flight
like nails
poetry grows slowly and patiently
like nails
and like nails poetry is there
to scratch the itch
and even when the body dies
the nails keep on growing
word-fever
my fingers shake the sweat
of the word-fever over
the holes of your ears
that are the subways to
the underground of your souls
the mercury in the tube
of your mouths
breaks free with the pressured heat
of the unmasking feverability of word
- Lara Kirsten
how does one poetize from
the thoughtless place
there where it is
only pure spontaneous metaphor
that leaks recklessly from the throat
and in filigree syllables
drips like stalactites in ears?
nucleus
every morning my spine thaws
and truly, it is my wings that keep on stirring
right into the primordial nucleus
of sensation of the embryonic darkness
that luckily has enough throat
to groan with the stubborn will of flight
like nails
poetry grows slowly and patiently
like nails
and like nails poetry is there
to scratch the itch
and even when the body dies
the nails keep on growing
word-fever
my fingers shake the sweat
of the word-fever over
the holes of your ears
that are the subways to
the underground of your souls
the mercury in the tube
of your mouths
breaks free with the pressured heat
of the unmasking feverability of word
- Lara Kirsten
Saturday, September 10, 2016
In downy mist
In downy mist
the robin sits,
repeating patterns of notes,
practising sweetly.
His end trill I know
from a robin at home –
it must be the fashion
among robins this season.
In downy mist
the robin sits
practising sweetly
his song.
Married couple at evening
Elbows on a low leather pouffe,
bum warm before a fire
she’s stretched in catlike twist
eyes closed
ears pricked
hearing
the rain
stop,
her husband’s hand shift
on the page
where his poem is coming
into being.
Clouds
Flat-bummed clouds
sit on the air
as if it were
a pane of glass.
- Silke Heiss
Friday, July 29, 2016
Writing season
Storks circle
in a hundred sky-high miniatures
the bush fire rages:
summer heat, South Africa.
The swifts are in:
Palm swift, Little swift, Horus
‒ cutting air-paths.
There’s nothing I can say
any longer, I suspect:
I am a smoke voice
in the winds, signifying fire,
smoke-smell, but not the thing
itself. I am a door, opening
on a hinge to nowhere,
and no-one stands to knock.
Once, under anaesthetic,
they cut my body:
I woke up bloody, and hurt.
It took weeks of blood-smell
and pain before I felt
right. Now the wound
is in my very flesh and being:
the swifts swoop close,
the storks circle in.
Wednesday, July 13, 2016
Wither?
Someone brought me a hurt swift
that I laid in a box
in the hope he’d recover;
but he slipped away
through a hidden crack
‒ so I laid what he’d left
in the earth to wither.
Heart's Journey
We travelled all day
through country
close to my heart;
then I read poems
that traced
my heart's journey.
Dance
Last night
we talked and drank wine
and you and I danced
as you settled into the old house
through the keyhole
of a bit of ritual
that made you feel at home
at
last.
Brief Passing
As the brown leaves
thicken
on the paths,
powder underfoot,
my heart is heavy
with mortality
– with the brief passing
of
things.
- Norman Morrissey
Someone brought me a hurt swift
that I laid in a box
in the hope he’d recover;
but he slipped away
through a hidden crack
‒ so I laid what he’d left
in the earth to wither.
Heart's Journey
We travelled all day
through country
close to my heart;
then I read poems
that traced
my heart's journey.
Dance
Last night
we talked and drank wine
and you and I danced
as you settled into the old house
through the keyhole
of a bit of ritual
that made you feel at home
at
last.
Brief Passing
As the brown leaves
thicken
on the paths,
powder underfoot,
my heart is heavy
with mortality
– with the brief passing
of
things.
- Norman Morrissey
Monday, July 4, 2016
Greater than I
i.
Once
I remember a time,
once I was a person
before I was powder
crushed
by a husband’s betrayal, his buckling
under a woman’s decrees
that he divorce immediately
disown his family
disown his family
and I not see our son
except in times and places fit for her –
ii.
so the long, long road
to and fro gruelling
endlessly re-fuelling
to get my child
– resentful, grieved, skin and nails bitten –
breaking my heart
by a to and fro aching:
thorns of a foreign province
iii.
once
before I became powder
through illness in the man I loved,
his hole of debt,
his mental scree,
his efforts to endure and help me
I was
– was I? –
a person
apparently
iv.
before the office job
– three
telephones crying for hospitality,
the screen a diarrhoea of mails
each day to be wiped away quietly,
and praising or complaining guests
to be sweetened equally –
v.
dimly I remember far away
– was I once
a person?
… this implosion is not of the body:
my thighs are silky, strong,
I wash myself still,
go through the rituals of toner, moisturiser, lotion,
hungrily eat what you cook …
vi.
but it’s a once-was lovely shell you feed,
inner mettle crushed
to powder, dust.
I suffered too much
so you must not,
don’t come near me now.
Nothing holds
together –
there’s nothing to hold these years on me,
the pressure has been
greater than I.
- Silke Heiss
Monday, February 22, 2016
klok
my hart trek
in die vorm van
‘n klok
ek prewel ‘n gebed
mag ons nie lui raak met
liefde en
nooit die noodsaak van die
skeppingsdaad minag
ek begin lui van diep binne my bors
dit tril en ril deur my al my spiere totdat my lyf
opstyg en beier die wye lug in
word wakker wêreld, word
wakker!
die nuwe dag breek aan
soos ‘n swael-seisoen
in vlug na die reuk
van somer
- Lara Kirsten
Thursday, January 28, 2016
The Bell Ringer
He came among us first at Christmas
when, as a young boy , I heard him climb
the creaking stairs to ring the heavy bell.
His back bent low beneath the knotted rope,
he would ring out forever
over the stubble fields,
across numberless townlands,
to the tiny houses flickering in moon-thickets
against the northern sky.
He rang loud,
he rang long,
almost forever so I thought,
and then in the silence he was gone,
lost in the crowded lamp-lit Church,
in the dying embers of the lingering bell.
And I would listen to the silence he had made,
for he and the wind and the bell were one.
Sometimes the wind would blow the sound
across the land, and it was heard loud
where it was never heard at all.
He and the bell were one, bound
together by the knotted rope
he held in his worn hands.
The rope would wrench his arms and chest,
his head bent low beneath his work,
he belonged to the bell,
and the bell belonged to the wind,
and he and the wind and the bell were one,
bound together by the knotted rope
that did not sing but spoke
of his pain in the dumb silence
that swung across the air
when he had gone,
descending the stair.
And all that I knew was the bell-ringer,
and he and the bell were one.
But this was so long ago,
so long that sometimes I hear
the bell resound within me,
knowing it loud and true
and off by heart
in still days of wonder.
Wednesday, January 13, 2016
I belong to a stranger
Like a tin of paint
I want to empty myself on the walls of your heart
in colours dark and bright and crimson
like the moon when it menstruates
and the clumsiness of my childhood
streaming blood down my knees
I want to draw my fears in pictures,
wrap them in your arms
that you may hold them
as if
they are your children
some days, when the sun shines brighter than usual,
I dream in colour
about moments filled with laughter and wrinkles
etched for a lifetime
on our lips
as we flash by in sepia
in dreams that were
to become
then the clouds draw in,
casting shadows on your face
you become the stranger that you are.
I shatter
again
and again
and again.
- Alvené Appollis-du Plessis
Like a tin of paint
I want to empty myself on the walls of your heart
in colours dark and bright and crimson
like the moon when it menstruates
and the clumsiness of my childhood
streaming blood down my knees
I want to draw my fears in pictures,
wrap them in your arms
that you may hold them
as if
they are your children
some days, when the sun shines brighter than usual,
I dream in colour
about moments filled with laughter and wrinkles
etched for a lifetime
on our lips
as we flash by in sepia
in dreams that were
to become
then the clouds draw in,
casting shadows on your face
you become the stranger that you are.
I shatter
again
and again
and again.
- Alvené Appollis-du Plessis
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